11stoneyridge

Thanks for your reply. You know what my boyfriend says the same thing. That I'm giving my ex control. If feels that my boyfirend and I get in a fight about trust issues, we make up and its great for a couple of months and then it happens again. Maybe because I want to stir things up..get a reaction or see if he still cares about me. It's a messed up thought and it frightens me. What can I do to stop this rutine and show my boyfriend how much I really do love, respect and cherish our relationship?

I've been with my boyfirend for about 1 1/2 years. However, when we were first getting together I had a pyscho ex-boyfriend that actually tried to fight my new boyfriend. For the first couple of months my boyfriend put up with it. But now has put his foot down because my ex kept interfering with our life. The problem was that my ex is friends with all my friends from college so he was somewhat present, but I would either lie about it or not tell him my ex called. My boyfriend and I have almost broken up several times because of him. A few nights ago I called my ex for no apparent reason and I left a message. My boyfriend found out...I have no idea how, but he has trust issues with me. I am really truly sorry for how stupid i am to jepordize my relationship by calling my ex. What can I possible do to tell him how f'n stupid I am?