Why can't I let go of these memories of you?
Remember when I had visited you in Austin, we curled up on the bus bench to keep warm during the cold winter? Remember walking the streets of Austin holding hands and looking for that sushi restaurant? I remember taking that long bus ride home and crying because I didn't want to leave you to go back home. I remember going to Aquarium with you and being so happy seeing all the marine life I loved. But some where along the line... you fell out of love with me. In that email you sent me you said you loved me, but I can tell it was not sincere... You used me for a month and knew my weaknesses. You knew how to exploit my feelings and you did. I don't know if I can ever forgive you for that... You knew I'd trust you till the end and look where it got me! You kept on bringing up your feelings and how you were concerned about how other people though of you. What about me? What about my feelings? You say you care... but lady... You're not the woman I fell in love. Now you are just like your mother, the woman who cheated and made your father's life a living hell. I can't believe it. You of all people... I hope you are happy with the person you've become.