lykkeli

Day 5 Now I know that I wasn't worth it. Now I'm starting to cry. Pretty soon I'll start to resent you. And inevitably... you'll be nothing but a character of my past.

Day 3 NC. K, I don't know how to start this. I guess I'll start with what I know. I know you do not "forgive people easily." I know you do not expect to "feel safe in this relationship for a very long time." I know you expect me to repair the damage that has been done. I know you expect me to remain quiet while you hurt me. I knew you did not care when I cried continuously while you lectured me. I know that I have been lying to myself for the past couple of weeks. I know that I have been doubtful and unhappy. Sometimes I believe you will realize how you've been and call me...apologize...profess your love. Sometimes I think your love for me will overcome your pride. Sometimes I think, that I'm worth it. But I don't know these things. All I know is what I know, and that is enough for me to walk away. I still adore you. I'll talk to you again soon. J.