ojk85

Remember that time when you said that you need to get an MRI to check if the lump on your head was cancerous or not, you were so scared, and so was I. I prayed deeply and deeply and wished that you'd be okay, and you were, and it made me so happy. Now thinking if this was the price for that wish, if letting you go to our separate ways was the price for that wish, then I'd still pray everyday and wish that you'd always be okay.

You are one of the most wonderful person I have ever met, partly why its still so painful, losing you took away a lot from me or most of me. I still remember every single detail of us, how we hold hands, kiss, flirt, hug, argue... We dreamt of living a humble life, four kids, two girls and two boys, we'll get a small house in a nice suburb where we will grow old together. But now that was all gone, you gave up... Its just me now, it took everything I had to get back up, (and a few cases of wine), I'm going on a journey to find myself, to be the man I'm supposed to be, and us is not in this journey anymore. I will go as far as my eyes can see, as high as my wings can take me, as steady as my heart and soul can be, I will keep moving forward. Thanks you, for the memories, the lessons, the smiles and the tears, I am now stronger and wiser. You will always hold a place in my heart and in my life as you have molded me to who I am today and who I will be.

First of all you have some damn nerves. You went ahead and told everyone I was giving you pain and making you unhappy and how you can't wait for 2015 for a great new year. Well you know what that's great for you, good job, I just can't really relate to how miserable I make you when you were the one who dumped me. I have never lied to you or cheated on you, always have taken good care of you, provided for you, and your family until you suckerpunched me with this "I want space" bull. I'm damn glad I never got you that ring, who knows how much you would've tormented me with your self centered & spoiled brat thinking. You have no idea what I went through trying to explain what happened. When everyone said "I thought you guys wanted to get married?" I just shut my mouth and act like it was all good, when deep inside it feels crushing, humiliating, belittling. Well you know what, have a great new year! I know you will do great, you got an awesome skill getting what you want from people and tossing em outside when your done. Have a great life! But I doubt it'll be more awesome than mine.... Cheers! (sorry guys, wanted to let that out. Thanks)