Everything reminds me of you. Just sitting in my car reminds me of you. The way you shifted the gears on my car, the way you would take my hand whenever we were cruising. The way you'd sing to me and make me laugh. I miss you so much, it's only been like 2 days since we've been apart. And I know for sure this is it, it's over. The fighting has gotten to the point of no contact. As much as I love you I can't keep letting you hurt me. You PROMISED me tony, you said you wouldn't ever hurt me. You laid there in bed with me, looked me right in the eye and stroked my cheek and told me you would NEVER be like those other guys, that you would NEVER hurt me, you would NEVER cheat...and I believed you. How could I have been so stupid. You were a lie, everything was a lie. You played me like a fool. How could I still love someone who would treat me so badly? I don't know.. I wish I knew what you were thinking right now, if you were EVER thinking about me, because at times I think I was never in your head. It's not fair that your always in mine. You promised me you would come see me, you promised tony. WHY! Why would you continue this relationship if you had no intentions of keeping it real? I loved you so much, you were even the one to say it first, and I didn;t repeat the words until a month later. You you you! You started everything. And now I am the one ending it because YOU don't care anymore. You don't care enough to call me anymore, to bother to know what i'm doing or whats going on in my life. You disapear for days and think that everything will be okay when you come back, like I will just accept your disapearance. I HATE YOU! I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU! I HATE THAT YOU TRICKED ME! And now I can't stop crying, all for a guy who doesn't give a sh**.