So many people yearn to be loved and suffer from its absence in their lives. So why, when I gave you all the love I had, would you throw it away? Perhaps someday you'll realize the value of something you took for granted, but you've let me down so many times I refuse to have any hope in you anymore. You said you wanted us to stay friends but I could never hate you more than I do now. Even when you had trampled me to the ground I still offered you my devotion, and you still managed to find a way to walk all over me. When you grow up, when you learn to see past yourself, and when you learn how to have some kind of responsibility for your actions, you know where to find me. And I know, after I've been here for you through thick and thin, just how shocking it'll be once you finally realize that you've lost me for good. I hope you never take love for granted again. I just wish I didn't have to be your test run.