......Very much appreciated and so nice to get someone else's point of view. It's just that I find men so hard to fathom sometimes, hate to admit it - (but you know how it is, you guys?) For a start, I don't even know if he cares for me as much as I do him - Even if he does write me as often. And now since he has disappeared for a bit, I feel like I might have chased him away already
I suppose I shall just have to get over my shyness perhaps and ask him straight out. Corny as it sounds, he seems such a lovely guy and despite the fact I have other internet buddies (guys included), none of them do anything for me like he does. It really is strange and quite wonderful at the same time. Also goes to prove that one really CAN find love over the internet.