Mistykitty

Day 2

Pretty good, except as soon as I got home from work I started getting screamed at =/ My family hates me. I sure do miss having a safe haven -sigh-

Day 1 again

Hasn't been too bad

I really wish you'd want to start a *new* relationship with me.

Not the old one, I'm not looking for that. But completely starting over. I know you'd be happy.

I'm really not sure why its SO hard today...

I'm just SO, so sad. Today marks the one-week mark, and I know that's nothing but ugh. I had to hold back tears all of work because all I could do was think of him. I cried on the way home, and now that I'm home I just feel like doing NOTHING

I guess the good thing is that I don't feel like contacting him. I just feel like curling up in bed for the rest of forever

Day 7, hooray, a week

I'm not sure why today is so much harder =/ I woke up and just cried. This morning's been okay because I was able to lose myself and thoughts in video games, but I have school soon. I get to drive by his house, face all the happy couples at school, etc. etc.

I wonder if he'll contact me sometime.

Day 6 (yay, finally keeping count)

Its actually kinda funny that he thinks he still has a right to talk to me. Because he doesn't.

Why would he want to talk to me, anyways? He has a ~shiny new girlfriend~

Yeah idk I'm only on day two and it seems really easy?

Granted I was at work all day, and I know the night will be hard...but -sigh- holding out for Monday

Wow that's awesome, I love all the different blues

Day 1 again, I guess?

I did a really bad thing and called him last night asking if he wanted to talk about things. He said no, because every time we talk it "ends badly" and I said that wouldn't happen this time. He then got mad and said "Wow, so this is your definition of not clingy?"

It feels like I'm really losing him, though maybe that's why it was so much easier today...

I woke up missing him more than I had in a while, cried a little, then went on my merry way. I'm keeping my phone completely off and I guess that really helps. I'm going to try and keep this up until Monday when we HAVE to see each other, and asses the situation from there.

Day 2

Freaking sucks. When I went NC before, he at least tried to talk to me. Now its just nothing.

I just keep telling myself its for the best, as the last time we talked it ended up in a fight. Its just hard knowing he doesn't want to talk to me, either..

Wow you're REALLY *********ING STUPID

You said you would NEVER, ever do this

I'm REALLY sorry I took you for granted. Obviously that's the one thing I'm regretting the most right now

It would never, ever happen again. that I can assure you