AstrallyMundan

I can't read over it without crying XD, I have too much emotional baggage I'm trying to let dissipate, but it keeps on stacking up, and I don't know how much weight my heart can bear.

I wrote this in the Fall of 2009 when I was wicked depressed over still not having romantic love in my life, despite feeling an undeniable longing to love from within, I felt as if the cosmos was working to keep love out of my life, because all it's ever been in my life so far is cruel irony, *shrug*, so a strand of haiku written off of the top of my head while crying miserably made me feel better at the time, I don't like to edit something from the heart x_x

My sweet dilemma, forsaken by Earthly love, stolen by the moon. Jealous asteroids sweep me into their orbit, a cosmic embrace. Eyes that see anew, tell me that I shall find you, a star I'd pursue. My sweet gift, my curse, your gravity I'd orbit, if they'd just allow. So stranded I lay, wandering this lost planet, circling it's beloved. For too long I've cried, aching to be found by you, and from space I gleam. *sigh*, I watch the stars, glancing at sullen beacons, their light shared with all. I shine just for you, in your arms, I'll find respite, but distance cripples. I picture you, there, my essential winter plight lingers with the breeze. Oh, how love eludes, loneliness broods when you pass, inaccessible.