SmilingKatty
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You know, in two weeks there is a movie, which I know you would love to see. I need to fight the urge to invite you out to see it (as I am almost sure you will not notice). I WILL NOT do it!!!!
And I will not even post about it anywhere, because it would be meant just for you. ARGHHH!!!!
During the last contact you admitted you felt down, but I will not even ask you if you are doing better. I will not!!!
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Actually, it would be so easy, to send an e-mail with the information about the movie, wouldn´t it?
BUT I WILL NOT DO IT!!!!
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I haven´t check up on you since thursday. Strangely I don´t have any feeling of accomplishment because of it. But I will hold on at least til wednesday!
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I will not check up on you today! (actually I will feel AWESOME if I don´t do it during the weekend!)
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One of my friend was in a relationship with a guy for 2 - 3 years and then broke up with him because she fell in love with someone else. But after some time (something between 1-3 months) she found out, that she cannot live without her boyfriend and got back to him... Now they are very happy parents
Post here instead of contacting your ex!
in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
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You have broken me. I feel it more and more clearly these days.
Why hope for another, better relationship, when feelings are so fragile?
Even though I wish you would came back, I know, that it would not solve anything. We are too different in the most important things. It would end up the same way as it did this time.
But still, I believe that you will come back one day or another. But till then? How to stop feeling like a waiting shadow?
I came up with so many distractions, but I am still feeling empty.
Will I be strong enough to pretend to be happy and full of energy, when we run into each other?
How I wish you would come out and said, that everything has changed. But would that still be you?
It would be a blessing to be able to blame the breakup only on you. But I feel, that I had a big part in the way things ended between us. This though makes me cry.