You have broken me. I feel it more and more clearly these days.
Why hope for another, better relationship, when feelings are so fragile?
Even though I wish you would came back, I know, that it would not solve anything. We are too different in the most important things. It would end up the same way as it did this time.
But still, I believe that you will come back one day or another. But till then? How to stop feeling like a waiting shadow?
I came up with so many distractions, but I am still feeling empty.
Will I be strong enough to pretend to be happy and full of energy, when we run into each other?
How I wish you would come out and said, that everything has changed. But would that still be you?
It would be a blessing to be able to blame the breakup only on you. But I feel, that I had a big part in the way things ended between us. This though makes me cry.