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Hi guys

Please can someone tell me if i should initiate NC with my ex girlfriend?

We work together. Have been speaking at work for the past month (4 weeks since b/u) being her friend as best I can

Do I tell her i am initiating no contact? Do I give her an explenation if she asks?

I took her for granted in the relationship. Did about 2 weeks of trying to reason saying i would change etc..

I'm so lost.

Im sorry I couldnt be me. The guy you fell in love with. Now its too late. He is still here if you want him, and he loves you very much.

Im sorry.

Day 6.

Had a horrible dream last night. I went round to my friends house, walked into his room and she was there, in his bed looking at me from under the covers.

Burst into tears when I woke up.

I hate Thursdays. And Mondays.

And everyday until i'm over this.

I would like a time machine if anyone could help?

Mind you, i'd probably rather go back than forward, and thats kind of missing the point.

I dont even know why i'm posting here, i'm going to break nc one last time anyway.

Theres no one in the house, even my dog is in the kennels probably having a better time than me.

For ****'s sake!!

I just wanted to say this thread is awesome

I'v read through quite a few pages now and there is some heartbreaking stuff on here but also some seriously funny .

Good work OP!

Hey

Thinking of you, you gorgeous girl.

Your's always.

"Still, it woulda been cool if you'd told us again about how you trashed his apartment".

 

Maybe this is the key to reconciliation!!!

Haha, that's it, where did I leave that cricket bat?!

yes, leave her well alone. read my thread from earlier today man

good luck

Day 4

 

We've been broken up since last tuesday.

 

I tried to call her last night, from a withheld number, she didnt answer, but that isnt unusual as she doesnt normally answer them anyway really.

 

glad she didnt anyway, chances are that she might think it was me.

 

Sod it, i dont care anway.

 

Started to feel a bit more comfortable with being without her now.

 

Started to feel angry towards her, shes an idiot, her loss as far as i'm concerned, went around my mates last night, when i was walking home, i was thingking about all the things i didnt like about her, there was quite alot.

 

Personally, this NC thing wont get her back, and do you know what, i'm starting to think F@*# her anyway!

Mate

Just been reading through your posts. You seem in exactly the same situation as me, even the timing of it all. Have a look at my posts man.

Wish i'd read up sooner, hadnt gone to see her on Monday, we have split up twice before but it never felt like this, and I had doubts about the realationship, always arguing, but now she has gone, I want to take it all back.

Anyway Its day 3, went to see her on monday. She said she needs time to be herself, so I have to respect that.

In my case I think going to see her maybe was the right thing to do, as I hadnt seen her face to face and needed just to see her. She wasnt mean or angry I went round, she was really good about the whole thing. Crying was done by both and I didnt leave feeling like she wished I hadnt come.

Feeling wrong at the moment but im going to.

Let me know how you get on Mr Brightside.