Wounded

The big issue now is my drinking, she really don't like. I think I have drank almost everyday since I found out. I know I really need to stop. I think this has been our worst week ever.

Take it from someone that used to do the same thing, don't, and dump any and all alcohol down the drain and put the bottles in the trash. All of it even if you have a new 1 liter bottle. I had to do that becuase of the temptations of being upset and trying to drown my sorrows with alcohol.

I came to the conclusion that I needed to have my head level to handle and understand my emotions during the time I'm dealing with my wife's affair.

You can do it.

I have always loved going down on a woman. When I met my wife we didn't have sex or anything for a while however, I would give her oral for hours on end almmost every day. I just couldnt and can't get enough. I get more pleasure watching her relax and enjoy herself than her doing something to me or having sex. I haven't done that to her for a while now because we are having some issues in our relationship.

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I believe these are the scritpure references in the Bible regarding mastrubation and interrupting intercourse ( i.e. pulling out ).