NETTIEJO

just having people to ask helps me out alot. an you are rite i am not over her. i think she enjoys to see me hurt. today she brought over the pictures that we had taken togther. boy that was a slap in my face. how can some people be so cruel?? she has already been told not to come out this way. what i'm i doing wrong. i want a fresh start. everytime i tell her to move on she tell me that i am imature,an that i can't handle relationships of any kind! is she trying to destroy me?? after all she cheated on me,i did nothing but love her..all of ya'll are rite. thanks for the input!! it helps keep me focus.

that is why i had to put it down on paper.you see it is just not her leaving that i can not get over,but she want leave me alone. she has always got to tell me how much in love she is with this other person. then when i get upset she down-grades me.this is why i can't move forward she want let me be. she comes to my house,even brings her girlfriend. this hurts so bad. i know she gets joy out of this. what makes it worse is i still love her.

I can not get this woman out of my heart. She left me for one of our friends. Why is that when you finally open up to someone they can't wait to cut your chest open an rip your heart out?I have know ideal what to do. I want to do like the dude in the movie "Secret Window"! As he ate another ear of corn. I want her to Know what pain feels like. At the same time i want to be the better person.](*,) I am so confused. So i wanted to talk abouy it ,before i plant a cornfield!! My Heart is shredded. How can friends do this to you? What can i do! let it go ,or let her know i am hurt. Because if she laughs at me i am gonna loose what is left of my mind