GuessWhat_Nothing

-Dating 2.5 years -We are both late 30’s -Yes we live together -Our sex life used to be amazing but I’m lucky if it’s twice a week these past couple months. I’m lucky if I ‘get there’ once a month. -I used to not have a problem with it but I started noticing it was after he spent a bit on his phone alone and now it just feels like I’m a sex toy. It’s not satisfying and it doesn’t turn me in anymore, afterward I feel gross and like throwing up. He always gets a towel and helps if needed. I dunno it feels more like I’m being used all the time for money, sex, scape goat, babysitter, maid, etc.

My boyfriend looks at and watches porn multiple times a day. Most days he “goes to the bathroom” then immediately wants to jerk off onto me. I don’t know if I’m offended or if I should care. I don’t like that he feels like I should just jump at his whims because he started his own motor.