We met in June of 2019 I caught feelings for him most men and women know within the first 6 months if they wanna marry you or not . When we got together I told him I wanted marriage and afamily that's what I was looking for and of course he said he wanted that as well. We talked about it here and there but he seems to like to tell me what he thinks I wanna hear to get me to settle and push me off a little longer I've caught on to this and now I feel like I'm just wasting my time. So last month I brought the marriage subject up again and yet he tries everything to push it off and then we get it and he says he wants to be my husband then I start planning and then when brought up a date he does everything in his power to push it out as far as possible I have already given almost 5 years of my life to this man so now I have told him I want marriage and afamily and I've waited long enough life is short so he doesn't want what I want that I'm gonna find me aplace and I'm leaving he makes me feel like I'm not good enough like he doesn't love me and could careless how I feel or what I want so now I know that I'm fighting a losing battle I love this man to death but I now know he doesn't feel that same I'm depressed not happy and now every month I waste is another month I'll never get back I guess I'm just not his soulmate but mine his still out there waiting for me. I use to think highly of this man now I feel that if he can't commit that he never planned on marrying me so my question is what do I do? I love this man but I know he will never marry me and I have told him that I'm not waiting anymore that I want something more I want aman that wants to marry me no matter if today, tomorrow or next month and be excited about it.
TL;DR;
What would you do if in my shoes? If after 5years he kept pushing marriage off and making excuses he knew coming into this relationship I wanted marriage and kids. I feel he is trying to hold me as long as he can just wasting my time he told me that he will be happy with or without me.
