Justwantingadvice020203

I'm 18 and I am currently studying but have a part time job as a swim teacher it's super convenient for me as it a 5 minute walk from my house and fits in great with my studying i dont mind it when i actually get there but I dont like it i don't get me wrong I love the kids and the money and my co workers but I get depressed of the idea of going I work twice a week and absolutely dread the idea of going and sometimes evens brings tears to my eyes i feel like I revolve my whole life around going I feel like I'm rushing the weeks by just thinking uhhhh no I have work on Sunday when it's only Wednesday I'm stuck in a rut and could really use some advice

Freaking rude

He's single and I have dated before

Would you by his actions he's attracted to me?

I have this teacher and from the moment I saw him I was physically attracted to him I'm 18 and he is mid forties the first time we met at orientation we kept making eye contact when someone else was talking since then I feel tension in the air Hes quite awkward around me and sometimes avoids eye contact he's not flirty but he stares at me when I'm not looking he smiles when I'm talking to others when I ask him a question he stands quite close to me there's alot of silences when we are alone in class together. He somewhat gives me special treatment like having a sneak peek of the test for the next day or giving me the weekend to finish the overdue project he calls me mate which confuses me. He seems shy but also not at the same time am I reading into this because I have feelings for him or is this nothing at all?