Long story short, I was dating this wonderful, beautiful and downright magical woman I adored so much. She was, and stillis, struggling wih mental health issues, which was the thing that caused this break up. She said she needs to heal on her own and set her life in order, and it's impossible for her to give me the attention and love I need as her girlfriend. It took me a hot minute and lots and lots of tears on both ends, but I told her I understood. And as understanding as I am, I physically have no idea how to move on. I love her more then I love just about anything. I shared so many firsts with her- hell, I saw us getting married. I don't know if I need someone to smack me across the face or someone to comfort me- but either way I need advice.
