I'm 32 years old and have never a relationship because I've been a shut in for the past 14 years due to some pretty severe anxiety and depression. I'm finally on track to start really living my life and want to date but I've got some pretty big fears about going into it. The biggest fear is just my complete inexperience in everything from relationships to the physical side of stuff, it's genuinely embarrassing whenever I think about it and I feel like I've left it too late and that no one is even going to want to try dating someone like that. I guess my question is that if I do meet someone, should I just lay it all out from the start or hold off a bit until I know them better?
