My mum is having an affair with a married man and she doesn’t know I know. She told me he was a friend but I saw them snogging. I asked her if he was married hoping he’d say he was getter a divorce but he is still in a relationship. What’s even sadder is his son was in the navy, got injured and is now a paraplegic. I can’t imagine leaving my paraplegic son to go have an affair. It is my birthday today and my mum has told me the guy and another friend is coming over and they are all going to a festival so I will be alone on my birthday. My mum and I have a bad relationship, my childhood was abuse and she turned a blind eye. She judges my appearance and looks at me like I’m disgusting. I’ve been crying all morning, I have friends but they are always busy. I don’t really speak to my dad coz he was violent to me. I hate my job and I am too poor to move out. I have tried killing myself 3 times, my Nan and dog died recently and I’m severely depressed.
