so recently i have been talking to this boy that my mom knew about. And she found out that i had a hickey on my neck and was very upset said very mean words to me. I have done something like this before in the past, when i went behind my parents back and did something wrong and i had to gain back their trust. And now this is my second mistake that i have made with having a hickey on my neck and i dont know how to regain my parents trust again. i feel very guilty and i really want to change so i cant stop making mistakes, and i want to learn to control my feelings. I am not a bad child i am top of my classes and im also graduation ready. i just think that there is something wrong with me
any advice?