Im 19 and i had a boyfriend for over 2 years but we broke up during summer. We talk a lot daily and i miss him a lot but he tells me he never wants me back, and i respect that decision even though i dont like it. I get extremely paranoid thinking that hes talking to other women (which is ok for him to do) , it makes me feel actually sick and nauseous. I want to just be happy for him if he does find a new partner. I feel like i never meant anything to him. He was my second boyfriend and he was the most healthiest relationship i had. He also said that he never really felt love as deeply as me when we were together. That hurt a lot. Anyways, should i just cut him off for my own sake and mental well being, since it makes me extremely anxious and ill? Or should i just try to suck it up and continue to talk to him. Hes my only friend i talk to everyday and its a hard decision to make due to that. Im very scared of being alone. Any advice will be appreciated
