MrAverageguy17

I forgot to mention she was the one who turned the conversation sexual everytime.

Hello everyone on this forum. New joiner here. So basically I just started a new job recently and I met a girl there. We were doing one on one coaching together and I developped feelings for her. We would hold hands, touch each other, playfight and have deep conversations about life. We also had multiple conversations about her sexual kinks and what she is into and mine too of course. So, she saw that I was falling for her and asked me if I had feelings for her to which I replied yes. She smiled at me and blushed and told me to not do this as she doesn't want to be in a relationship. I reassured her that I'm not pushing for a relationship but for a starter to just get to know her better. She agreed to that and said we'll see. I always brought chocolates etc at work for her. Another coworker made a comment about how we are together which just made her uncomfortable. Later that day, we had a conversation about how we should stop flirting because we give the impression we are together. I agreed to that but asked her if it would be okay if it was done outside of work. Long story short, we spoke on facebook and I even had her number. Our conversation would always turn about something sexual. Recently, we had our EOY at our company and I took her for a walk on the beach. We spoke all night and even danced together. I went home after and we texted all night. At the EOY she said she didn't like her butt and that she thought it was kinda flat. I reassured her that it was fine and I loved it to which she blushed. So the morning after the EOY party I texted her a good morning message on her phone and I said that this text was from the guy that didn't find her butt flat at all but amazing. She replied some hours later saying that she didn't appreciate that way of talking. I apologised and we spoke on facebook that same day. She told me that every joke has a limit and something in that style. She then started to ghost me on FB and not reply to my messages. Then after going on her profile I saw she unfriended me on FB. I was a bit crushed and later that day I asked her why on microsoft teams. She said that we should keep things professional from now on. I said ok but don't you think that is harsh to me. Then we spoke on teams all night during our whole shift. We had deep conversations again and told her what I liked about her and what me fall for her. Because she asked me what did I find attractive about her, that I must be blind. She also mentioned that unfriending me should make me forget about her since we'll be working from home soon for a 1 month period. So contact will be limited. Now the whole team is at the office today and she basically takes all her breaks with other coworkers except me. I feel like she is ignoring me but we still speak and joke with each other if we ever speak to each other. I just want to know. Am I doing something wrong? I'm genuinely interested in her but maybe I am doing something wrong. I don't know what to do. Should I still pursue her? Or completely abandon that idea? My head is so messed up right now.