suddenlysober

I asked her if she still loves me. She said that she loves me but she is not in love with me. I don't know how to take that. I asked her if it's over and she told me to give her space and stop asking because the more I ask the quicker it can be over.

I was an alcoholic for over 10 years and I have made multiple promises to my wife that I would quit . We have been married for 23;years Well finally 6 months ago I quit for good. I got a psych, and a therapist, went on antidepressants and using talk therapy. I have had no desire to drink booze. Well few weeks ago my therapist gave me Wellbutrin to augment my ssri and after 3 weeks on Wellbutrin lights went on in my brain, I suddenly had energy, desire to clean around the house and have fun with my wife. I was my old self again. Suddenly I realized that my wife has been cold to me over the past few months. So I approached her few days ago and she told me that she was considering divorce and right now she needs space. I told her that i have realized how I ***ed up in the past. All my memories of me being drunk were flooding into my mind for the past few weeks. I told her that I will be making up for the rest of my life and that I love her. But she said that each time she looks at me she sees the drunk version and now she needs space to see what to do. Is this over? Is there a way to convince her that I've finally changed?