kittycat200

I tried. He has a way of making me want to to stay. Even now I'm questioning myself. Their must be a good reason for that... He can't really be that bad... are often my thoughts. 😕

On the surface he's the sweetest person. Everyone loves him. But behind closed doors he likes to hurt me in ways never thought possible. What should I do? I don't think he'll ever change for the better. He clearly knows right from wrong. The trouble is I love him too much just to disappear and he knows this. I think he's getting some sort of weird high out of abusing me then reeling me back in with sweet words. Also, everything that goes wrong in the relationship is some how my fault.