So i dont want to go into details because i dont want to talk about it but recently i saw something very violent and traumatizing.
Right now every hour in my life i am thinking of it and it is haunting me. I cant even enjoy things i used to enjoy anymore. Im watching lord of the rings for the 1000th time because i love it. But when i watch the movie i have thoughts about the traumatizing event and i cant control it. Honestly i dont know what to do i feel like its a constant battle against my brain.
So i dont want to go into details because i dont want to talk about it but recently i saw something very violent and traumatizing. Right now every hour in my life i am thinking of it and it is haunting me. I cant even enjoy things i used to enjoy anymore. Im watching lord of the rings for the 1000th time because i love it. But when i watch the movie i have thoughts about the traumatizing event and i cant control it. Honestly i dont know what to do i feel like its a constant battle against my brain.
