Good morning, everyone,
I need to make a decision in the next few days about my marriage, so I need some perspective and advice please !
Since my husband and I got engaged in 2021, his mother has taken up too much space in our intimacy as a couple. By constant harassment on the phone
(20 to 30 calls / day), plans where I am not invited, criticism and open disrespect to me, in so many ways, in front of my husband who never reacted. She always had an opinion about how we should manage our household (ex: I should do all the chores because his son is too manly to help), gets jealous if my own husband gives me a gift, invites me, etc. It's still crazy to me honestly. When I was pregnant and feeling scared of being a mother, he told me that after giving birth I'll be free to divorce and that his mother will raise my little baby girl better than me.
I have always been patient, respectful, never reacted to her provocations, bought her gifts, traveled with her, visited her, etc. And tried to explain to my husband, soooo many times, that he was the one that should make sure that some lines are never crossed. He did nothing until the day I red other insults about me, without any reaction from him, I decided that I'm not accepting this situation anymore, and told him that I was getting a divorce.
I think this was the first time he realized that there was a REAL issue and he promised to get everything in order if I gave him a second chance. Now, I don't know what he exactly told her after that.
One thing I'm sure about is that he sent to her my voice messages where I was talking about this problem and how I wanted to get a divorce because of it. What happened afterwards is completely mind-blowing to me: she started harassing me at midnight on the phone, telling me me that I wasn't taking care of her son, that I was making his life miserable, that I was not a good wife, that she doesn't want me anymore, that I want to steal him from her, she started calling me a w**re in front of her son, and told him that he had to make a choice: it's either her or me. The next day, we were at home, me and my husband, trying to figure out how to overcome what just happened when she called him. He told her he was with me : she started yelling at him, insulting him, insulting me again. She came to our house right away, started yelling in front of all our neighborhood that I was a wh*re, that she's going to ki** me if he stays with me or to commits suic*de !!! She called my own parents to tell them how she hates them, that I was a wh*re, that she doesn't want me in her son's life etc.
What hurts me the most is that she knows every little secret between me and my husband, some very intimate and difficult moments between us... even our fights, our dreams, our everything... was shared with her this whole time. My husband now tells me that he has faced his whole family for me, that he doesn't want to lose me, that he understands his mistakes and is not going to make them again. He has apologized hundreds of times, met with my parents to apologize for everything and wants another chance.
But I really wonder how this couple could survive after everyone: families, neighbors, colleagues, EVERYONE, have known all every little detail of our intimate life and how we will be able to have children, one day, in such conditions.
I feel that my trust in him has been lost, that there is a lot of resentment and I am not sure that love alone can fix that, because yes, I still love him.
What would you do ?