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I talked to my therapist again. Analyzes some more. Yea I’d turn it down because I am not ready and he isn’t someone I should be in a relationship with. He is a nice scape from my different life and that’s what I need right now

Yeah we just normally don’t tell each other haha

Yeah he went on a date. he told me about it which he didn’t want to - but I asked and kinda pushed it. Weird turn of events 😂 so I told him about the ones I went on. I’d rather hear about it and it didn’t make me feel weird?

Damn 😂 the plot thickens never thought I’d get ghosted…he said the rule was we don’t ghost each other it feels a little weird 🤔 😂

I tried communicating and he ghosted and has definitely been online kinda easier when he ghosts me tho lol guess he did the hard work. I deleted all my dating apps but one and I’m gonna further my therapy

Yeah that’s what my friends say. Eh, by the sounds of me sounds like I’m not ready for a relationship myself. Also he may have ghosted me lol

Thank you ❤️

Lol funny he’s referred to an obsession. He literally is just as obsessed with me whether we are having sex or not. I’m not even gonna over explain myself anymore. He is crazy about me. Whether that is enough to date me or not doesn’t change the fact

Either way it doesn’t even matter… lol

No? The fwb told me he hasn’t been dating much, he pretty much spends all his time with me. Which is what we aren’t doing anymore

Oh I’m probably not the only woman! Lol I’m not naive. His words are that he’s only seeing me etc and isn’t pressed to meet anyone chances are he is lying. I’m sure he’s talking to other women lol

I don’t think so 😂 we both just were honest about dating other people and we are seeing how it goes. he’s not like the fwb guy needy, attention seeking 24/7 etc he’s a lot more secure of a person.

He already knows. I already disclosed before he even asked for a second date

Yeah he is. He knows I have a FWB

I’ve been in long term relationships my entire life I guess. So the sex is fun to explore lol

Yea! I actually just got asked on a second date by someone else also so I’m excited for that.

It is great. I’ve never gotten the chance to explore w someone. So yeah I can’t come here and play victim again , because I’m taking that risk. I was way too intertwined w him and vice versa. I was beginning to lose myself a little. Time to focus on me, too.

I’ll actually never see it - he’s extremely private lol. By the time he does that we won’t be a thing. I’m dating 10x more than he is

I also got my period the night I was crying over him 😂 I get highly emotional right before

Well the sex is good. And I feel comfortable w him. It’s fun to explore that w him: lines got blurred with too much time spent / talking to each other like we were together . again, I’m openly and honestly discussing w my therapist. That funny thing is at first I had 0 interest in him. He heavily pursued me. I think I’ll be ok in the end.

I don’t think the sex will make him realize I’m awesome. He does feel like I’m awesome already, as do I about him. realistically we wouldn’t work anyways I have kids and he’s kinda a heavy drinker / pot smoker . I’m a lot more grounded / healthy than he is and it probably wouldn’t work. I believe it’s infatuation and my therapist said it’s just that he love bombs me w attention 24/7 thays making it hard to just cold Turkey.

I think that’s a bit harsh. 😅 I have friends who are regularly around us and nobody on the internet is seeing us IRL, and the things I’ve said here are agreed upon. The guy himself has admitted things aS well nobody here is a victim

I am not planning on trying to change his mind. We have great sex and I don’t wanna lose that right now. I set way stricter boundaries this time & w doing so I can do more of a fwb thing as I’ve done before bc it wasn’t so involved

I know 😕 I’m still working on detaching at the same time and actively dating others this time.

Doesn’t help me to think lie here soo. I kinda still wanna see him for sex 😭.