I've been in a long term relationship that has otherwise been relatively normal, although looking back, the intimacy and romance drastically declined over the years. Declined to the point of nonexistence more recently.
For quite some time I have just put up with it but I don't feel like I can do that anymore.
Life still seems "normal" but I don't feel like there is anything left in the relationship for me. We are just friends, but I feel like I am missing so much.
I would really love to find a woman that I can love and romance and please in so many ways, and have the same for me, but I feel like that will never happen now.
It's not like I am expecting some fairytale romance... But wow! Would some romance ever be nice! Just somebody to make me feel good being around her. And hopefully me doing the same for her.
Still trying to figure out if it is better to keep the "normal" life and being a sad, lonely guy. Or doing something drastic and perhaps still being alone anyway.
Feels like a tough position to be in when just looking for love.