I am one of those people who are exceptional at giving advice and more specifically relationship advice, however when it comes to my own relationships, I tend to break the rules and all the advice that I give to others. I don't know why or how, it just happens.
Moving past that, I realize that when most people ask for advice, they have made up their mind already or only really hear what they want to hear. I am guilty of this, of course but this time it's different.
I am in love with a woman I lost contact with many years ago. Even though I have been with other women, my love for her never died. Up until this day, I have tried to just put it in a mental box and try to forget about it or hide it. I constantly dream about her but last nights dream was a breaking point for me. It wasn't a bad dream per-say but I woke up covered in sweat and my heart pounding and mentally, it impacted me.
So here I am. My question is, should I contact her? Or try harder to forget.
Our love was intense but so was our fighting but even when we were just friends, we were best friends.
My concerns are, if I contact her and she gets upset or angry and if she feels nothing. I am not sure what would feel worse.