Fonaloma

Well , i decided to give my self a chance after my heart get broke, i was so tired and exhausted..., then suddenly without any introduction, i was on Ig ,i found a request , it was someone , we start talking , and day after day we found each other sharing the same intrest , the same thoughts , for me that was kinda weird , like , it was something to help me to heal ..to move on .., we becoms so close to eachothers , and he always give the attention ,he always ask me about my day, i know it small details but believe me , that always make me feel good , the last night ,we were tlking like the usual , until he said" I love you" , i was kinda surprise , then i said love u too ..then we continued talking... i don't know but sometimes i feel kinda bad about this , maybe because of the fact that we will never met in real live...i don't wanna hurt him ...and ofc i don't wanna get hurt again...but he really make me happy...

that's gonna be hard , he didn't want to start dating any girls he said i'm enought:( that wut made me confused

welll...i met him in my first year in high school, we start talking i found him really different and i liked him after while he asked me for date but i sid no for some reason , day out day in we bacame friends , ofc he get lil ad after i rejected him but , somehow we stay friends , anyways , our second year i start have feeling for him , i mean he bacame more than friend to me , i fell for him , i told him , he get schoked , he said that it's better staying friends but i didn't want that i wanted to fix him to make him feel better ,he is always lonely and depressed excepte with me , so i said i'm leaving cuz i wanted more , then he said let's date so not to loose me , we date for while then we stopped , he said he's not really really want that , i ghosted him for about 3 or 4 months , he begged me to come back , i was confused , but i spend all that period ( 4 months) healing from my first heart_break , after that i decide to talk to him again ,than i knew that he was scare to be broken again , cuz his past was too dark , he lost his dad and his ex broke him and a lot of thing , we start talking again and we became better than anytime , but we never talked about the nature of our relationship , all i know is kinda change not too much but i felt something like he don't wanna loose and he start caring a lot , anyways ,this our last together and i don't know if we finished our study should we keep staying friend which i don't want to , or it's time to say goodbye....