ellamei

You really do love her. But be careful and love yourself first before you completely give all your love for her. You'll never know if she's committed if you don't see her in person and ask her if she's committed to you or not. I was on LDR too for 7 years, I didn't mind him talking to other girls. I was devastated when he married another girl and I didn't even know or refused to see red flags.

You let him abuse you. I don't understand why you're sticking up with him when you can feed yourself all alone. But I won't be one of those who will yell at you and ask why do you even love him. Clear your mind and see the red flags. Please love yourself first.