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Sorry we have been engaged about 5 years!!

No wedding date as of yet judt planning to buy a house! We have been engaged for 5 years!

Yes this is true we’ve been together since age of 15 so I suppose from then till now where I am 26 it is all I’ve Felt!

Thanks so much!! Just feel so all over the place it’s so hard!

I have wrote it all down and ready to express it! I just have included every single little detail and won’t let him till me I’m wrong j

I appreciate the fact you have took time out to help me and give me advice! I am so grateful! I’m in the middle of writing my feelings down

No he hasn’t told me no one else would want me I suppose I just have a low opnion of myself!

Yes I just feel like that’s exactly how it is! I’m embarrassed to even tell my family it just doesn’t seem right. Just feel that’s exactly right I just feel I won’t be good enough for anyone else

He does say things to me sometimes because if I do something silly like forget to put a colour catcher in wash or move something of his if I’m cleaning up then If I do these things by choice or I don’t see the problem! The relationship used to be so good the best that’s why I got engaged and got a house but now I just feel so sad

Don’t even know what I want right now it’s so hard because he’s all I’ve known for 11 whole years just can’t imagine anyone else wanting me!

I just don’t feel important I guess. He just knows the right things to say and doesn’t help that we share a house and I don’t get paid loads and he does so he can always use that! He’ll just say I couldn’t afford to go alone etc

I feel I put up with it because way he makes me feel like saying they are good friends and don’t get to see each other much so I shouldn’t be ruining the time togethe! And no idea we are planning to buy a house in the next year! And no it seems just different then before when they became friends! I had a friend in past who was a boy and he was awful about me spending time with him always making me feel guilty and we only went shopping nothing like this!

Yes it is my house! I just get told I’m not invited places and I’m just in a mood.

Thanks very much! I feel I need to address it when she’s gone home or he will just claim I’m ruining the time

I know I often wonder how he would feel I have got male friends myself but we just meet for a drink or food nothing like this! I can imagine he would just say he didn’t care till it happened