AlexisFallen

I have told my parents about this, they just keep telling me i am zoning out... which if i was it would be easy to bring me back. And i dont think they were seziurs (I hate spelling) because the lights werent flickering, they were white, so it just made everything seem like a dream. When i looked up at the lights everything just went away, it felt good, but when i couldnt knock myself out of it, it scared me. Well, i will try to get help, but when i told my phsycologist, he just said the same thing, and when i mentioned derealization he said that i could have it... but nothing else.

I watch friends (very corny) but it makes me laugh, so thats what i do. But on my free time, i just search the web, and watch music videos (i love to make them, one of my hobbies)

Ok... i have this weird problem that i cant seem to find anything about. I am 15, and have been dealing with this for about 2 years now. Ok, i dont know how to put this into words, uh... I have like little spells where i feel like i am in a dream, but i am not. The one that bothered me the most happened about 2 months ago, i was at a football game and the lighting was just... off sorta, i started to watch the game and i could hear everything around me, but it was faint and it just felt as if it wasnt real, my friend was talking to me and i couldnt even understand what she was saying. It felt like one of those movies where they have people sitting there watching something and the noise just goes faint and all you hear is them breathing. I was looking around the net and all i could find was something called Derealization (i dont know how to spell it) some of the symtpoms where the same, but the stories all started out where the people had been doing pot or drugs. I have never touched drugs, or drank, i am so confused.... if anyone has ANY information please reply to this