My wife and I have been married over 10 years. We are facing a difficult decision about whether to move house to get our child (who has learning differences) into our preferred school. If we do it will mean selling a home we have recently renovated and probably renting somewhere a lot less nice for a while before buying a new place.
This is against a backdrop of our relationship being in bad shape. We argue a lot (and have done for a while as per my earlier posts about in-laws, but that is not the only issue). We just don’t seem to be able to communicate and cooperate. I feel like she is always judging, attacking and criticising me, she feels like she’s not and I’m being defensive and not hearing her and not empathising with her situation. She says I am gaslighting her when I tell her I feel attacked and criticised. We have seen a therapist for a while but it didn’t really help and we stopped. We’ve not had sex for well over a year (which honestly I am quite resentful about), we sleep separately and every argument now seems to turn into an angry and circular battle ending in a discussion of divorce. She is more in favour of it than me, I still feel that it’s worth staying together for the kids if not for ourselves. We have 2 kids under 10 that we adore and want to do the best for. But that said I’m aware that we won’t live forever and we both deserve to be happy. We do still care for each other and want each other to be happy.
We are wondering whether we should sell the house and rent, with a view to buying a new one together, or if she should keep the nice house that the kids love and I should just move out and rent an apartment in the school catchment and then we share custody of the kids and start getting a divorce.
The other option is to move to where her parents live which also has a good school. I feel like maybe she would be happier there and it might improve our marriage. But it’s a big move overseas and I know it will be a one way ticket for her and the kids and it’s quite likely we will still end up divorcing over there.
Any suggestions?