Hi. I'm student and my classmate became my best friend. He was always checking me out in class, looking at my body in a very sensual way. Also, he was very sweet in the way he used to talk to me. He is gorgeous, so I just fell in love with him. I told him I was gay, he said it was OK, but after that he changed, he became very self-consious, he said later that it was disgustibg and gross to be gay. For the way he acts, however, I don't think he likes girls. He is always checking out at guys. We don't talk very often now, but every time we do, he is trying to put me away at the same time he looks at me like if he wanted to kiss me. That's why I still thinking I have shot and I can't get over him. What shoul I do? I can't tell him I love him, because he is "supposed" to be straight. But he acts gay to me. What do I do?