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Day 30

Crazy it's 30 days already since BU and NC. The whole grieving process has gotten a lot easier and I'm better at moving on after memories pop into my head. Of course, I still miss him, I miss his face, I miss his presence. But I know it's over and I have to move on. I know I can do better. I know all I need to do is to grieve.

Day 26.

I think like everyone I'm starting to regress a little too, I actually thought about calling him (but would never actually do it) and I started losing some focus on myself and wondered if he is over me. It's interesting how the mind works sometimes

This is interesting. I actually thought about breaking NC... but what for? It's just a thought not an action

Day 24:

Feeling more down than usual, this week was weird. It's been 3 weeks since BU, for the past two days, I haven' t been feeling as strong as I'd like. But doesn't matter, I will keep doing NC because this is such a great way/method to heal

Day 23.

Today's weird, not sure if it's the weather or what not, but I feel like sh*^t. I'm not as happy as usual.

I was with MW (Mr. Wrong)

I wanna meet someone too, but not sure if I should yet

Day 23

Not feeling as good as usual. Trying to balance between what my heart is feeling and what my brain is telling me. Mission is to stop thinking too much.

Day 21.

Three weeks since BU. Feel like I'm almost over him. Never broke NC and never will.

Day 16

I am trying to figure out how NC is going to affect him. I've been looking around for answers.

Day 14 of NC

Amazing! Honestly, can't believe it's been 2 weeks since my break up. Time is flying by! Best advice from my experience? NC!

I've gotten to a point where even if he talks to me, I simply do not care what he has to say. It just impedes my healing process. Last night was rough though, knowing my best friend got engaged, but then, I know I'll find that one guy who will do the same for me. So stay positive

you never know what you're missing until you've lost it. The psychology of a dumpee is right, we start to think about negative things.

Day 10:

I was forced to transfer some tickets to my ex through another website after he broke contact twice. Does this count as breaking NC?

Day 9.

Still won't break contact, haven't heard from him since Monday. Still going through mild waves of emotions.

Is it normal to want him to miss me and want me? But I don't want him?

My counsellor said I am doing really well considering the circumstances.

Hopefully I'll stop thinking like that soon.

Day 7:

No contact from my part and vice versa. Healing nicely.

Day 6

I haven't contacted my ex other than sending him back money he gave me on Day 1 of break up. I think that counts as contact which I'm really sorry about it that I'm part of this challenge. I didn't realize the consequences this might cause now that I am part of this challenge. I was just returning him his money in the mail. Other than that, I never plan on contacting him again. But he contacted me today by sending me concert tickets through a third party. However! I already have these tickets so I don't know why he needs to send them to me again. But I never replied him. Not planning to.