Anita Hawkins

I think the best way for me to get over this is to think of all the things that bothered me so much. That is all that will work. I'm just not sure if it's a good idea.

As much as he would hate to admit, I think he as the same way...

I should have listened to you, whether you were just saying it because your sister said it or not. I just don't know if you wanted me to go or stay. Since you threatened me to leave many time I just left. Now everyone probably think I'm playing mind games or trying to... I really don't know what I want. I just think maybe if I stayed things might have improved. At least it might be a bit better than what I'm going through right now. I'm wishing you would ask for me back... if you want me that bad