mojopin11

I have no idea about anything in your life that's happened since about a week ago. It makes me feel sick to not know you anymore, to not be your friend. We used to be everything to one another.

To the lady a couple of posts above me - I got my sister to change my password and deactivate my FB for a few months. I could see myself spending hours stalking his profile and analysing every interaction he has... maybe you could think about doing the same? Oh and I can guarantee he did read them!

End of Day 5 NC (1 month + since breakup). Feeling quite melancholy. Quite hard to move on and get on with my life when we both believe there is a possibility of reunion in the future. We also both agreed to act as if there wasn't, otherwise we wouldn't move on. Finding it hard to really try and move on and get over him because I do have that hope, even though I agreed I would pretend it wasn't there.

End of day 4 (almost day 5). It's gone surprisingly quickly. We've decided not to talk until next year. This is my first post ever on ENA, maybe I'll post the accompanying story soon... you guys are giving me motivation to keep NC and not give in and call!