Zohariel
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I'm still in love with you, and tonight, I will miss you with no shame.
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The pain is overwhelming. I wish you knew just how badly this felt.
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This weekend has propelled me back to the excruciating pain of our break-up. It was getting a little better, but tonight I am just a mess.
You dropped my bike off at my house accross the country half an hour ago. You didn't notify me that you were going to do this. I guess you really wanted to sever all ties before I came home... Couldn't wait two more weeks, huh. It's so weird to think we're going to be in the same city again but never even see each other.
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The moon is so beautiful tonight. We were under the moon when you realized your feelings, remember?
I know the break-up was necessary and I know that I was really demanding and dependent. But living without you was never the problem... I've been in love with you since I was 16. How can I ever say goodbye to you?
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When will the ache go away.
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Probably the worst day in a while. Feels like Day 1 all over again.
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Finding it really hard to let it go.
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Another hard day. It hurts so much. Everything hurts.
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I'm trapped in my own mind. NC, sure, fine, whatever... but you're the only thing on my mind. It's background noise and I can't shut it off, no matter what I do. I'm so emotionally drained. I can't seem to accept that you, my first love, is moving on, and that I have to let you go.
How does someone else's happiness bring so much pain?
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I wish you knew just how much pain I'm going through.
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I'm having a REALLY hard time today. I burst into tears every 5 seconds. I have a final tomorrow but all I'm doing is picturing you with that girl.
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Being strong is so relieving. It frees me. I didn't check up on you today. I didn't re-open any wounds. And it feels great. I don't want to be the masochist anymore.
The only problem is... You're becoming a stranger. To think we've been the best of friends for 4 years and now we're not a part of each other's lives anymore. It scares me so much. It kills me that we decided to break our bond and connection.
I need to stop wondering if you think of me. I think that's when I'll truly know for sure that I'm not still waiting for you.
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I had a family lunch today. All my cousins introduced their new boyfriend/girlfriend to us all. I was surrounded by love... kissing and cuddling everywhere. It made me ache for you. Made me want to hold you and show you off to my family. I felt like you should have been here today. But you're not. You're 2000 miles away... and I'm probably the last thing on your mind. You're probably getting close to a new girl. It's always been your style.
Post here instead of contacting your ex!
in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
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Well, I'm home now. Such a strange feeling that we're in the same city in completely different circumstances.