Airbag

Two words: F. U.

Can I have my heart back please?

Still trying to move on after all this time. Are you having fun with him? He's probably way cuter and funnier than I am, right? I really that someday you'll realize who you left behind. I gave you everything. I showered you with love and support. We have so many beautiful memories together, and you suddenly decided to leave me behind. How are you not affected by our break up? You went from loving me to being indifferent with me. It hurts so bad!

Really? How would you describe the timeline of your emotions from day 1 till where you are now?

Just like a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Happy, sad, happy, sad, and now I'm feeling really depressed at times...

Somewhere around day 100.

Still torture.

Can I get my condoms back? They would probably be too big for your next guy anyway.

Hahahahaha thanks man, made my day!

Having fun at the party?

Exactly how I feel too man...

Lost count, but all I know is that I still feel * * * * ed up and missing the * * * * out of her...

It's friday, and you're probably going out with some friends. Remember last year? Just the two of us, having fun and constantly smiling? I really miss that. I miss you. If I only knew how I could show you that we can be together again!

I love you more than words can describe. Why did you leave me out here in the cold? You're having the time of your life right now while I'm a broken man. I just want to prove to you that I can be the man of your dreams. I can make you eternally happy. I will be there for you when you fall to pick you off the ground and carry you through the difficult times. If only you'd give me another chance and contact me...

You're so effin' beautiful

I've been your strength and support over the last 3 and a half years and you don't even seem to care after 2 and a half months have past. You've never called me to see how I'm doing. What the hell is wrong with you!!!

Good luck with your job interview. I hope you really do have a job interview and not just saying that because we were supposed to meet today.

I feel so * * * * ing lonely, why did you leave me?

I * * * * ing miss you! Do you * * * * ing miss me too?

I called my ex today, asking if she wanted to hang out some day. I suggested friday, but she has plans then. She agreed to meet me on tuesday, but I'm very scared that she will not go after all.

Everyday I'm praying for you to come back to me. Back into my arms. It will only be a matter of time until my prayers will be heard. I love you with all my heart and you belong with me. I am willing to give my life for you!

Well, listen to Tracks of My Tears by The Miracles and you know how I feel right now

Everyday I'm praying for you to come back to me. You know I treated you well. Why are you seeing someone else 6 weeks after you broke up with me and telling me you don't want to be in a relationship for a while? I know this is killing you too...

You are dating someone else? I hope he gives you what you really want from a lover.

If you want to give it another try, just say so.

Day 48

Okay so, she contacted me suddenly. Told me she'll send me the money this friday and quickly changed the subject by asking if I was seeing other girls. * * * ...

Why don't you just contact me? You know I'll always be here for you. I love you.

Outside I'm masquerading

Inside my hope is fading

Just a clown oh yeah

Since you put me down

My smile is my make up

I wear since my break up with you..