dansmi12345

You're pathetic. You can't function without a relationship. You're the most co-dependent person I know. Why don't you actually learn to be on your own for a bit? It's honestly sad, because all you do is jump from one relationship from another. You did it before me and now you've done it after me. You'll never get over your depression that way. Your whole life will be a series of relationships until one of them sticks, and then you'll just play the devoted wife and do whatever your husband wants you to do. You have no mind of your own.

What do you actually want to talk about? Why do you keep contacting me?

I still remember the day you hurt me the most. The time I really knew it would be over, even though we didn't actually break up for a week after that. I wonder why that sticks out in my head more than everything else.

Yesterday we both hurt each other. This is so stupid. We had a clean breakup, but now it's not anymore. I miss when we at least respected each other.

You abandoned me. I stayed with you through everything you've been going through, and once things started going wrong for me, you just left. How could you do that to me? How could you do that to someone you love? The you were going through was 1000 times worse than what I was going through, yet you just gave up. You completely gave up on me. That's such BS. And stop with your stupid breadcrumbs. Leave me alone.

This just isn't fair. I miss you so much today. I've been doing better, but I feel like it's a complete set back. I know breaking up was the right decision, but I just miss you so much.

I miss you so much

I'm moving on. I'm not going to jump into a new relationship, but I can't just sit here being sad over you.

Circumstances killed us. And that really sucks. The distance won. I know we still love each other, but it's not enough. I just wish I could stop hurting so much.

Please put my mind at ease a little bit. All I want is a quick response to my text.

It's okay. We can hang out, but we're never going to be as close as we once were. That's really sad, but I'm gradually making my peace with it.

I don't know what I want out of this "arrangement" we have right now. On the one hand, it's great that we're getting along so well, and I really am happy when we're together, but on the other hand, I know it's not sustainable and it's stressing me out. It also sucks that I feel like I can't talk to you about this stuff, because I'm afraid you'll freak out and end it again. Very, very frustrating.

Why do I care what you do? I don't even want you back anymore...

I have no idea how I survived hanging out with you tonight. It's probably good we didn't hook up, but to be honest, I wanted to a lot of the time, and I probably would if you had initiated it. Good thing you didn't. I feel really really really really weird right now though

Get outta my head!

Why does seeing your name pop up or hearing about you still bother me? You never treated me half as well as I treated you. Please exit my mind quickly and immediately.

Maybe I'm not over you, but I'm better than you. That much I know.

I need to stop texting you to make small talk. If you want to talk to me, you'll do it. Freaking out over your response (or lack thereof) to an innocuous text is doing me no good whatsoever.

Why do you keep sending me mixed signals? You cuddle up against me and you text me when you need someone to talk to, and then you cancel plans or don't respond if I talk to you. Better question: why do I let you still control me like this?

It's amazing how many times you can disappoint me. I can't always put my finger on it, but you just never act like I think you can. I don't know why I'm caught between wanting you back and being disgusted by you. You're not even a good person. I honestly pity you, but I sort of think I can change you. I still want to date the person I want you to be, but not the person it turns out you are. You're hypocritical, narcissistic, and extremely judgmental. I wish I had you completely out of my head, but at least I'm no longer occupied by you.

You simply aren't a very good person.

I really, really don't care about you anymore. That's kinda liberating. Oh, and I told me friend (honestly) that I think you're a bad person. i really do. Ha, feels good to say.

Seeing a lot of my roommates in relationships made me think about contacting you tonight. I'm not going to, and I think I'll be glad for that in the end though. Hope you're doing well.

I'm realizing how awesome it is to be single. In a way I want to tell you this, but in even more of a way, I don't really care if you know. I'd say that's progress!

Honestly, you really aren't a very good person. I'm realizing that no one really liked you, and that even though you pretend to be such a good friend to people, you really are incredibly selfish and you just pretend to care about other people. You say you don't want me to think you're a bad person? Well, too bad. I do think you're a bad person.