Confused123123

So I heard each day was supposed to get easier. It's getting worse.

I thought that hanging with friends was supposed to take my mind off you. It doesn't.

I thought I was this independent person who never needed anyone. Then I met you.

I never imagined feeling love like this. But I have.

Everyone's telling me to move on; you're not worth it; I'll find someone better. But you're the only one I want.

I thought it would take more for you to 'fall out of love' with me. But it hasn't.

I have other guys telling me they don't know why you let me go. So why did you?

I would do anything to get you back; I would change my negatives. But you won't give me the chance.

You're telling everyone your life is great. Did I ever mean anything to you?

Sometimes I just want to kill you for making me feel like this. But I at the same time, I love you.

I thought you loved me. But you don't.

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I get that you don't love me anymore; you don't want me. I know I wasn't the best girlfriend in the world. But I just want you to know that if you had confronted me about your frustrations, I would have done anything and everything to change for the better

You don't deserve that now, I know that. But the saddest part is....I'd still do it anyway, because I love you