MrD90
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To be honest at 1st I didn't want to post any of my poems here but im at my lowest and it feels good to know there are people out there who listen
This one is about my battle with suicide I have thoughts everyday
As the days go by I miss your touch so my dark suicidal thought are a must do I let the noose kiss my neck or the blade hold my vain some say my thoughts are selfish and vain but you not understand my pain should I let the gas shut my brain down or jump from the highest thing in town my lovely suicide my lovely suicide why wont your thought subside
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This is another one as I said before im not to good but the topic or this is my miscarried child me and my ex had an early miscarrige and it took alot from me and today being fathers day it took alot out of me
Is it possible to love a heart that never beat to need words that will never speak to want to tuck them in when they never sleep is it ok to dream about a baby that never really happened or think about my actions and replay the backwards wondering what I could have done to stop from letting it happen so for they moment I bid fearwell to the dreams of my 1st born just know daddy loves you and my promises remain untorn
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Thanks alot
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I don't think im very good but my counselor said its a good way to free my emotions
Cold nights make me come to terms with the burn I gave myself no amount of money equals the wealth I felt when I held yourself now I have no live with the hand I delt myself so weather its a poker hand with 5 joker guys or a craps roll with snake eyes I did this to myself now I cry cold lonley and by myself hoping we have a child and I can make up for my past self
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i want a family with you
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nights are cold without you can i come home and get in bed with you
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i love u and wish you would say it back
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can i come home to you
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i know most of us feel alone in here so i say we talk to each other
how was your day
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i love you and want to show you i can do the right things lets love again
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i love and miss you and need you im sorry plz take me back
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Wow. That sounds brutal.
Stay strong.
i know its my fault thou but i want her back but i guess no contact is the best
tomorrow i will text her this in the morning
i know you need space and im sorry i messed up and hope we can try this again just know i love and miss you take care and you know how to get a hold of me when you are ready
is that to much?
then it starts i will have to see her on tuesday and then on june 3rd to see if she is late besides that nothing at all
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I will do this but there are to things I have to met her on Tuesday to take my name off the lease and the bills and she also needs to take a pregnancy test in a week or so
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I try not to act on them its a battle everyday but I think im doing ok