Mayhem
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Of course im sure you have all heard this before and youll hear it again. Lets see where to start? Alright well ill just jump right into. I have a problem with being to shy and quiet. When ever im around people I tend to escape into myself. Im 20 years old yes still young and able to change my whole life is ahead of me blah blah blah. I just dont know how to start. I want to go out and do things. I have no one to hang out with or anything. So I tend to just stay home when I could be out doing something. Im not comfortable going out and doing things by myself. I never open up to people I like to keep things to myself. I guess its a fear of being judged some how. Something like that I dont know exactely. I tend to always worry about what someone might think. Which stops me from even just saying hello to some random person. I need to get over this being shy and quiet also to stop dwelling on only the negatives of everything. I want to go and meet people I want to go and do things. Im alone and the only way im going to make friends and meet people is if I go out. Im just not comfortable to go out by myself and find something to do. I dont know where to start with this change I should make that I want to make. I guess thats a start knowing that this is something I want to change. I need to come out of my shell. So whats the next step?
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I do sit back and analyze everything. Im at that growth stage in life I suppose. The point where you realize you make whatever it is you want happen that you are in control. You take your own path. Just I sit and look at all the paths and its over whelmig thiers so many things I could do but I cant decide how I want to go.
Something thats keeping me from being happy I suppose would be being alone. I do need activities I need things to do something I need to meet people. Im going to work on that figure out what my interest truly are.
In this life what do I want most? Now that is the question that may or may never be answered atleast not fully. I want to just find part of that and now is the time I need to discover.
So many things I want to see so many things I want to do. So many for me I need to find myself and where i begin.
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Well I have been looking for a place like this for awhile. Nice to see im not the only one in these types of situations. So well lets see im 20 years old. Been in a sort of depression for awhile. I dont really have any friends no girl. So what ever I have to do is pretty much on my own. Not that its a bad thing all of the time. Thiers not anywhere to really go and meet people around here. Right now im at that turning point. I know im not happy I know this is not how I want things to be. Im very bored with my life I want change. Im a decent looking guy little low on the confidence I guess little bit of shy. Im in that whole deep thinking about everything mode. I want change I want to get out enjoy things. My problem is I just dont know where to start. The first step is to realize you need change not yourself but something different then that. Im at this point and now I want to start to change things. Where do I go from here?
Opening up
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I have a bit more of a problem being shy then have realized. Im stuck having to deal with this alone. Im lost in what to do just lost.