babymommy

Day 8

Well today kind of sucked again, just looking at my phone all day to see if he would call. I just had a baby in September so I´m not working yet and I have lots of time to think about him. But oh well I´m still hoping that it will all be better soon. However I think December will be hard because of the Holidays, our sons first Christmas and he will not be a part of it, he´s LAME but I love him.

Day 7

It is a lot better today!! Woo hoo!!

Day 6

Well, it´s day 6 for me and it´s still TERRIBLE yesterday and today have been especially hard and I feel like if I´m going to crack at any minute and call him but I know that I can´t. If his ego is sooo big that he can´t even call to ask about his son then why should I call him right? I´m just taking a day at a time and hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Day 5

A little late but it´s day five for me, yesterday was his birthday and I didn´t call him at all and he knows that I would have been the first one to do so, I can´t even imagine what he´s thinking. But oh well... It was his choice.

Day 4

Ok well today is his birthday and it has been really hard not to call him to wish him a happy birthday but I´m hanging in there and I feel good about it, I do keep in mind we have a son together but he really doesn´t deserve us so that makes it a little easier to not contact him. Hopefully it will get better with time. Happy Thanksgiving to all!!!!

Day 3

This is my third day and it´s sooo hard but I can honestly say that I think that it will be a little easier for me from now on. Because i had never been more than 2 days without talking to him so if I made it three days already. Plus tomorrow is his birthday so I hope he misses us like crazy lol.

You´re such a butt and a total idiot! I gave you everything including a beautiful son, but I know you will regret it...

Day 2

Ok so today is my second day of NC, he didn´t call and neither did I, I feel weird like everything is going to blow over and everything will be just like it used to be, but in my heart I know that´s not going to happen so I feel good about this choice. Congrats Tujna hang in there!!

Day 1

I want to take this challenge because I know that I can do it, yesterday was the last time we spoke, he called me because it was my b-day plus we have a baby together but he´s really not very interested in him so I asked him not to contact me anymore. I guess I´ll just see what happens but for now I feel good but it does hurt a lot and to be honest I keep wondering if I´ll ever hear from him again or not. Good luck to all...