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havent talked to her in a while...lost count. feeling good BUT 2 of our mutual friends are graduating from college tomorrow. im going to see them graduate and i heard she is going to be there. not sure whether i should just play it cool or totally ignore her. this is going to be an interesting day

round 2 day 35

i was all good until a friend of mine asked if i had seen my ex when i last went home...weird it seemed to trigger all the memories in my brain or something because the rest of the day ive been thinking about her and am VERY tempted to contact her. this * * * * is insane!!

Round 2 Day 28

survived my vacation at home without being tempted to call her. each day keeps getting easier and easier even though my brain likes to play our memories in my head like a movie.

Round 2 Day 24

things are still going well. the ultimate test is going to be tonight thru sunday because i'll be home. if i dont try to contact her then i know that i'm good. i dont see a need to contact her so everything should be fine

round 2 day 22

im not even really worried about it now. the ultimate test will be to see if i dont call her while im home this weekend. i dont see myself doing it

day 18 round 2

this gets easier and easier. definitely in the letting go stage because i can make jokes about the situation now. i think trying to contact her the first time was one of the best ideas for me because now i know for sure we wont be back together. feeling good

day 15 round 2. doing quite well...every once in a while i go back to thinking about her and remembering the good times..but itll be ok. kinda weird though that lately her sister has been IMing me a lot. who knows...oh well

round 2 day 10...feeling great! im not sure what happened but i went to atlanta this past weekend and didnt do anything special but by the time i came back home i was feeling fine. shes still on my mind but im not sad about it. very odd how it just clicked and now i feel 100 times better. hopefully it stays this way

day 4 of NC. kills me to think i had 31 days under my belt and then i contacted her. not smart. anyway its pretty much back to square one. missing her all the time and thinking about her. hopefully this time i wont crack. regardless of what happens im still not looking forward to seeing her at our mutual friends college graduation in may. thats probably not going to help at all.

well broke no contact after 31 days and sent a text...surprisingly she responded but we didnt talk too much. not sure how i feel about breaking contact but i think its time for round 2 lol

Day 31. I worked and i slept all day haha. Lazy day today but I only thought about her a little bit so it was a big improvement over the last 2 days from hell.

Day 30. another difficult day...2 in a row...kinda strange. one of our mutual friends asked me today about her and kept asking why i havent contacted her and stuff and i told her why would i do that? nothing would get accomplished. but she kept asking a bunch of questions. thankfully i still didnt contact the ex. it was tough...luckily right as i was about to break and call her it was time to go to work and we got so busy that i forgot about it for a while...i have to keep telling myself that calling her is the worst idea in the world.

day 29...today has been quite difficult...seemed that everywhere i went, something triggered a memory of us. oh well...at least i didnt contact her. lets see how tomorrow is

Day 28. went to the movies with friends. was the first time i had seen a movie without her in a long time so it was kind of weird but i survived and had a good time before and after the movie. still miss her but thats just gonna happen for a while. 4 weeks down...feeling way better than i did on day 1.

Day 27...i still think about her but not in an upset sad way...more of a memory kind of way...it's odd but i dont miss her like i once did. almost at the month mark i think getting over her will be much easier than i thought when i first started NC

interesting note. my buddy just commented on facebook on a photo of me and her. he commented that he liked my shirt. 2 seconds after he had commented on the photo she untagged herself. odd lol

Day 26...had a dream that she called me...seemed so real that when i woke up i still thought she had called me but she hadn't. oddly enough i didn't feel too disappointed. starting to feel much better...i think one of the best things you can do to keep your mind off of it is to keep busy at work and have a plan for every weekend with friends. ive got things lined up for the next 4 weekends and knowing that i do seems to make me feel less down because i have things to look forward to.

Day 25. Had a few moments of missing her but overall it wasnt too bad of a day. Part of me is getting closer to realizing she is gone but the other part of me still refuses to let go. It sucks but oh well I think I'm getting better. Almost at the month mark and its been getting a bit easier.

haha changed my mind...i dont think im going to have that girl come down for a visit. not ready yet.

didnt think about her much today. in fact i made sure to talk to a bunch of other women i knew...looks like one wants to come down and visit. i already told her im not into her like that and if we did anything it would only physical and no emotion at all and shes cool with that (so she says). its wrong i know but if it keeps my mind off the ex and she says shes cool with it then whatever. hopefully she doesnt get attached. i still have strong feelings about the ex but thankfully she didn't cross my mind much today. i suppose we will see how tomorrow goes

just ran accross this site. was in a long distance relationship that ended on new years day. she said she still wanted to be friends and i told her i couldnt do it so we reminisced on the good times and sat with each other for a bit and then kissed and said goodbye. Seems ive already followed the rules for the no contact challenge so im on day 23

day 23...things are going ok. I'm going out with friends more plus I've been really busy with work so I haven't had too much time to think about her. Today I really wanted to call her but instead I got in my car and drove around listening to music. It seemed to help a lot. I've noticed that instead of missing her less each day I miss her more. Hopefully that changes soon.