mwh67
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havent talked to her in a while...lost count. feeling good BUT 2 of our mutual friends are graduating from college tomorrow. im going to see them graduate and i heard she is going to be there. not sure whether i should just play it cool or totally ignore her. this is going to be an interesting day
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round 2 day 35 i was all good until a friend of mine asked if i had seen my ex when i last went home...weird it seemed to trigger all the memories in my brain or something because the rest of the day ive been thinking about her and am VERY tempted to contact her. this * * * * is insane!!
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Round 2 Day 28 survived my vacation at home without being tempted to call her. each day keeps getting easier and easier even though my brain likes to play our memories in my head like a movie.
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Round 2 Day 24 things are still going well. the ultimate test is going to be tonight thru sunday because i'll be home. if i dont try to contact her then i know that i'm good. i dont see a need to contact her so everything should be fine
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round 2 day 22 im not even really worried about it now. the ultimate test will be to see if i dont call her while im home this weekend. i dont see myself doing it
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day 18 round 2 this gets easier and easier. definitely in the letting go stage because i can make jokes about the situation now. i think trying to contact her the first time was one of the best ideas for me because now i know for sure we wont be back together. feeling good
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day 15 round 2. doing quite well...every once in a while i go back to thinking about her and remembering the good times..but itll be ok. kinda weird though that lately her sister has been IMing me a lot. who knows...oh well
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round 2 day 10...feeling great! im not sure what happened but i went to atlanta this past weekend and didnt do anything special but by the time i came back home i was feeling fine. shes still on my mind but im not sad about it. very odd how it just clicked and now i feel 100 times better. hopefully it stays this way
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day 4 of NC. kills me to think i had 31 days under my belt and then i contacted her. not smart. anyway its pretty much back to square one. missing her all the time and thinking about her. hopefully this time i wont crack. regardless of what happens im still not looking forward to seeing her at our mutual friends college graduation in may. thats probably not going to help at all.
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well broke no contact after 31 days and sent a text...surprisingly she responded but we didnt talk too much. not sure how i feel about breaking contact but i think its time for round 2 lol
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Day 31. I worked and i slept all day haha. Lazy day today but I only thought about her a little bit so it was a big improvement over the last 2 days from hell.
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Day 30. another difficult day...2 in a row...kinda strange. one of our mutual friends asked me today about her and kept asking why i havent contacted her and stuff and i told her why would i do that? nothing would get accomplished. but she kept asking a bunch of questions. thankfully i still didnt contact the ex. it was tough...luckily right as i was about to break and call her it was time to go to work and we got so busy that i forgot about it for a while...i have to keep telling myself that calling her is the worst idea in the world.
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day 29...today has been quite difficult...seemed that everywhere i went, something triggered a memory of us. oh well...at least i didnt contact her. lets see how tomorrow is
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Day 28. went to the movies with friends. was the first time i had seen a movie without her in a long time so it was kind of weird but i survived and had a good time before and after the movie. still miss her but thats just gonna happen for a while. 4 weeks down...feeling way better than i did on day 1.
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Day 27...i still think about her but not in an upset sad way...more of a memory kind of way...it's odd but i dont miss her like i once did. almost at the month mark i think getting over her will be much easier than i thought when i first started NC