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  1. I don't love you anymore, but I'm still consumed by you.

     

    It wouldn't make a difference what the answer was, but if I knew whether you still think about me, or feel any pangs of guilt for the way you acted at the end, it would make me feel better.

     

    If you were guiltless, I could finish writing you off as the vapid, heartless scum that you have demonstrated yourself to be turning into.

     

    If you feel bad, or ever think fondly of the three years we lived together and shared our lives, it would assuage my mind somehow. I don't want to get back together. I just want to know that I meant something to you. That, even if you still stand by your decision to throw away our relationship the way you did, you occasionally doubt your choice or feel like you made some mistakes along the way.

     

    I don't want to think that I was with someone for so long, who could be as heartless as you appeared at the end. But, certain things that you've done and actions you have exhibited in the aftermath lead me to believe that your silence does not necessarily indicate that you have moved on -- in fact, it appears that your life is in the deepest turmoil since before we met.

     

    Good.

  2. I've given everything you wanted. You wanted to move here, I made that possible. You wanted to break up, I let you leave. You wanted to move out, I let you move out. Now you are telling yourself and others I wanted you out of the house?! Nothing could be further from the truth. I was giving you what you wanted. You have been bringing up moving out of the house since shortly after we split. I never mentioned getting your stuff out because I was holding out hope. I finally told myself I couldn't have your stuff around any more if you weren't willing to work things out. I gave you what YOU wanted. I let you move out. Now you have the nerve to believe that I WANTED you gone? Quit torturing me and make up your mind already.

     

    Bobby,

     

    My ex pulled this exact same thing on me. It's just bitter rationalizing... eventually they realize they're wrong, trust me.

  3. Threw you the obvious,

    And you flew with it on your back,

    A name in your recollection

    Down among a million same

     

    Difficult not to feel a little bit

    Disappointed and passed over

    When I look right through

    To see you naked but oblivious

     

    And you don't see me

     

    But I threw you the obvious just to

    See if there's more behind the

    Eyes of a fallen angel

    Eyes of a tragedy

     

    Here I am expecting just a little bit

    Too much from the wounded

    But I see, seeing through it all

    Seeing through, see you

     

    'Cause I threw you the obvious to

    See what occurs behind the

    Eyes of a fallen angel

    Eyes of a tragedy, oh well

     

    Oh well

     

    Apparently nothing

    Apparently nothing at all

     

    You don't, you don't, you don't see me

     

    You don't see me

    You don't

     

     

    You don't see me at all

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