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I hope you're having a merry ass christmas with your fam. I can't wait till next year when you will be completely in my past and neither in my present nor future.

2013 shall be my best year yet.

You know what, I do hate you. You are awful to me. Just awful.

Dear ex, f*** you.

I went out tonight, but honestly all I want to do is stay in with you, like we used to do. Going out makes me miss you even more.

Wow, it's like your ex was my ex.

I'm on an emotional roller coaster and they won't let me off the ride

I am strong and beautiful and I will get over you.

I am barely breathing, I can't find the air

Don't know who I'm kidding, imagining you care

You're a butthead. You don't ever get to say 'f*** you' to me. I am a nice girl and I do not deserve that.

I miss you a lot tonight. I can't believe you're not going to be in my life anymore. Do you still miss me? Do you think about me? I am not looking forward to running into you at school. It makes me sick just thinking about it. I don't want to see you again. Just disappear please... I can't bear the pain. You don't exist to me anymore.

Missing you tonight. It's been a rough road so far but I hope one day I will see the light at the end of the tunnel. I really hope all is well with you. I can't wait till you can be in my life again, one way or another. I didn't even think I could make it this far. I don't know how I'm doing it.

Sorry bud, but I'm not going to initiate contact with you again. If you want me back in your life that's something you're going to have to do.

I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong in the past. I'm sorry that my insecurity was too much for you. I'm sorry that it has to be like this.

I'll always love you, you know, there will always be a place in my heart for you.